that I'm NOT pure evil.
we started our hypnobabies class this week (holy most boring three hours of my life) and got a chance to chat up the instructor for a few minutes before getting started.
a little background on Lasi:
she's a birth doula, a child birth educator, a hypnotherapist, mother of three and co-founder of the mothering and more support and education network. a true and through baby loving, parenting hippy guru...
and SHE didn't like being pregnant, either!!!
!!!YES!!!
I am NOT the most selfish, self-centered, self-involved whine-a-baby on the planet.
some people just don't like being knocked up.
that being said...with all my brand spanking new hypno-programming going on...
I can honestly say that I haven't hated it this week. he's getting big (probably too big) and squishing my internal organs...
but I feel a blissful sort of exhaustion that I might (dare I say it?) equate to 'peace' in my less worked up moments.
that...and I know I'm close, now.
not because I'm having dreams of the baby (I've been having those all along)...
but because I'm having dreams of climbing, again.
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