central air freaking out. had it looked at once, gave it a good tuning up and a "bath"...under 100 bucks...all is well.
'til a few minutes ago when it started making noise, again. it's electrical. my smoke detector is still disabled from the carpet installation mishap. I'm hot, a little sensitive about house fires and not wigging out, persay...but definitely not relaxed.
then there's the bleeding and cramping. did a little fooling around, went to the potty, gave it a wipe, looked at the TP and thought, "Oh. there's my period."
then three seconds later realized, "wait. I'm pregnant. I shouldn't HAVE my period."
call in to the midwife. could be normal, could be the placenta.
wait and see, wait and see. I'm not REALLY worried...but when I tried to nap I had visions of burying my dead baby under the full moon. the full moon's tomorrow.
I really need to relax.
oqui's out like a light. I'm pretty sure sleep is his defense against stress...and lacking the desire or mean spiritedness to do what is necessary to actually get him out of bed...
I'll surf the net NOT reading about pre-term labor...willing my cervix to stop bleeding.
...I swear. that's it. no more porn for us.
1 comment:
Good thoughts your way.. you will be ok. I had that too (same situation) and it scared the hell outta me. I avoided the net after a while it has almost too much info.. and makes things worse. I just went to my dr. and it was fine.
The peanut will be beautiful and healthy and I cannot wait till you meet him! Awww. You're gonna make him very happy:)
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